This will be brief, but I’ve been struggling with things lately. I have these thoughts see … and I need to step back and have this inner monologue with my brain:
I’m both the bad motherfucker, and the bitch that needs to be cool. Wrap your mind around that.
Are you the shepherd? The evil man, or the righteous one? Maybe it’s as he says:
“The truth is you’re the weak, and I’m the tyranny of evil men, but I’m tryin’ Ringo … I’m tryin’ real hard to be the shepherd.”
Hopefully not because that might make me the tyranny of evil men and that doesn’t jive with my self image.
I honestly couldn’t come up with anything to write tonight … things have been really hard at work and I’m struggling … trying not to say too much to people there about how messed up I think everything is (and I’m miserably failing at that particular task) … and I couldn’t think of anything but that. So … here we are.